I thought a lot today about my gender. I mean, I was assigned one at birth, and I have no complaints, but also I don't really know much about it. I should think about it more. Sometimes I'm surprised myself with how much I miss Antonio when he is not there.
Weird day today. Woke up nervous for no reason at all. Tried everything to hide it, but decided to open up to Antonio. Felt better, but now I'm worried that it can come back to me again. Maybe I'll try writing a song today.
I decided to save the picture I sent today: I spent so much time on Wikipedia today...It has this button "Random article" and I think I clicked on it...like 300 times today? It's so interesting!